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Change is a law of life

Thursday, April 16, 2009 Posted In Edit This 0 Comments »
If only i could turn back time.......

I couldnt get myself sleep and i cant get away with the thought in my head repeating the same things. Am i gonna end up alone...if not forever, but at least alone for a longer period of time. No partner and no friends...

I just cant keep both of them. If i have, just a few dears and im glad to have them (bersyukur sangat..). But why cant i just be neutral to a friendship? Without any drama or competition? I must confess that im starting to dislike FACEBOOK more than before. Shud i just delete it?

Obviously, It is the place for people to shows how nice they are, how thoughtful they are..but behind those mask, they are just being mean.

Lagi la makes me,
miss my schoolmates...rat+ayie+shima+aeza+nor+mira+rozie
miss Lydia... miss Meen... miss Syar...miss Kak Amy...miss Adil n Haz, i even miss Aida...I miss the good old days..

If only i could turn back time....i wanna feel again the days ,minutes and seconds of it
If only i could turn back time.... i never wanna know anybody named Saif Nizami
If only i could turn back time.... i never wanna meet anyone who hurts me now
(iF Only i could turn back time....lalalala...BY AQUA)

P/S: Ala, AQUA...tak kenal ka? Ala..yg nyanyi lagu IM A BARBIE GIRL!! IN A BABI WORLD...OPSS I MEAN BARBIE WORLD...
Tak kenal gak? Gi la GOOGLE !!

Alamak,I accidently saw those pictures..BAD!

SIGN OUTTTTTTT!!! Arghhhhhh.....

*Warning: Don't check Facebook and Orkut more than you should. Maybe harmful and increase your negativity.



Still obsessing...

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 Posted In Edit This 0 Comments »
Yup, im still obsessing about the landlord thingy, i have the courtesy to meet them personally yesterday without using any electronic devices to inform them the real situation and my decision to get the hell of my ass from their dear so-called, "AUD$180 DESERVE GRANNYFLAT". I know, grannyflat sounds funny but in this particular reason, its not. Its just that i dont understand why people like to piss me off whereas, i tried to not creates any troubles. Its just like what they called ,"BADI". Macam terkena badi pulak,that i cant get a peaceful life without having to move around from one place to another like a nomad. Teruk sangat ke aku ni?? Sighh....am i?

Tapikan...i've stayed in hostel before, like 100,000 years ago.I dont have any problems with any of my mates..for God's sake, 12 people in one room. Dont know la...the conlusion is to stay on ur own..i know it can be a bit lonely, but its the best place to be if ya need space and peace. I WANT PEACE........!!!! Ehh...kalau kawin, kena duduk berdua gak, what if u can't get along with ur hubby and if he turn out to be a jerk ass. SHIT....its like u stuck with him forever....well, i know there is another way, ....but GOD forbids. Boleh ker aku kawin? ??







READ...ADVICE...MAI

Saturday, April 11, 2009 Posted In Edit This 0 Comments »
♠Latest Books in my Library♠


This story reminds me of someone i know the most....ME!
There are some bits that are over the top
But the shopping part is totally ME
Like how i cant resist the word SALE
And i thank GOD that i dont have credit card
SAVE MAI... SAVE MAI!!
p/s: Haven't watch the movie yet, maybe later.im waiting for it to come out at Windsor Cinema (2 movies for $8)
Bloody Cheapskate!!



These two gives u the advices, ideas and signs about our partner, the relationship and how to deal with it. Sure do help me...

If only i have this book "HE JUST NOT INTO YOU" two years before, i might have seen the signs and might have back-off first. The moment i read this book..its just like BAM..BAM..BAM...one to another in my heart exploding like BOMB...just how idiot i am trying to work out the relationship.

*Warning: The story-line of the movie is made up by the moviemaker using the advices and signs from the book. The book is actually a self-help book, not a novel.


People who knows my previous relationship might understand what i mean, the sign that he is not too eager to meet me, once in blue moon call, always say he's busy, never try to meet my friends, always avoiding , bla..bla blaa
Just too many ....

And the second book "Its called Breakup because its broken:The Smart Girls Breakup Buddy" is a total HELP...to get me out of my past. Still reading it and trying to digest the advice, ITS HARD..but i will try. I bought this book first for myself and i thought that there would be one person, who i think might need it and I would love to share the ingredients of this book with her. So i went back down to the same bookstore, get another 'SMARTGIRL BREAKUP BUDDy" and went straight to the post office. SEND......

p/s: Somebody will be receiving delivery very soonnnnn.... :). Arpan actually has been soo generous to paid for the book for her as i covered the postage cost. Sharing is caring , he said. Awww....so sweet!!!

*Warning: Sharing is caring doesn't really applied to every situation, terms and conditions apply.

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