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Try to hold on..

Thursday, January 27, 2011 Edit This 1 Comment »

Again, i missed him..
every time i browsed through this blog, brings back the memories of him. Even though i tried to put forth my feeling to the next person.
His shadow still lingers.
He is happy now with his new-found lady.
Ive been introduced as his 'best friend'.
A 'Best Friend' that hold each other's hand.
Sharing the love for three summers, winters, autums, and springs.
Memories that i hold to my heart.
Only me, just me, remember it.
While he is rewriting it with the new one.

Few knew God has sent me an angel
Almost at the right time
But, i havent met him..
Only voice and his smile through the screen
Im still damaged
Scared of another heartbroken
I hope he will wait

Until and unless, we look at each others eyes..
I have no hope for anything
Still, wandering the past
Still, longing for you, A.


I wanna stay positive..but..?

Saturday, January 22, 2011 Edit This 0 Comments »
Hi people,

Its been awhile since my last post. The previous post showed how happy i was, and today, i am Miserable!..HE'S MARRIED NOW!..

I tried to put him at the back of my mind..but...

I tried to find someone just to forget him..but..

He seems so happy..and im alone..

It been three years, we've been together..and happy, making plans, and enjoy each others company.

And today, he's married with a girl he met in matrimonial site, with parent approved, and in just a few days..

People keeps on telling me to move on...YES..im trying my best to move on..

Sometimes, i hate him, but sometimes i missed him

All the memories is killing me

And i cant show people that i am not OK..

I really dammnn missed him!

Shit!

Life is Shit..RIGHT NOW!

Terkongkong + miserable= awesomee!!




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