Clouds over my Head...
Friday, June 29, 2012 Edit This 0 Comments »
Hey to myself,
Its been awhile since my last post. Lot of things going around in my life. The Good and The Bad. This coming July gonna be my 8th month working with HELP. So far so good, till quite recently we received the breaking news that we gonna have a change of management. Hmm.. lets see hows that turns out.
Love life...? Hmm...not the kind that i always dream of. Got someone who love me, but i just couldnt give my heart to him. Reasons..? Only God knows....
Not really the kinda guy im looking for...Me being choosy?..YES!..I dont wanna be in a relationship that i feel trapped and caged.So, my answer is still NO..Empty inside...Zero..
Family..? Hmm...kinda feeling, im the black sheep of the family. Every blame always falls down on me. And i feel suck!
However, i keep telling myself..this is a small test from God. I'll try to be content.
Solution? Hobby!..
Right now, i would say cooking and baking are the best way to keep my mind off things.
But still, got a reminder of not using the oven often. To save electricity...as if!
Just go on with life then...every breath..Alhamdullilah!
Insyallah, one day, my day will come.
Its been awhile since my last post. Lot of things going around in my life. The Good and The Bad. This coming July gonna be my 8th month working with HELP. So far so good, till quite recently we received the breaking news that we gonna have a change of management. Hmm.. lets see hows that turns out.
Love life...? Hmm...not the kind that i always dream of. Got someone who love me, but i just couldnt give my heart to him. Reasons..? Only God knows....
Not really the kinda guy im looking for...Me being choosy?..YES!..I dont wanna be in a relationship that i feel trapped and caged.So, my answer is still NO..Empty inside...Zero..
Family..? Hmm...kinda feeling, im the black sheep of the family. Every blame always falls down on me. And i feel suck!
However, i keep telling myself..this is a small test from God. I'll try to be content.
Solution? Hobby!..
Right now, i would say cooking and baking are the best way to keep my mind off things.
But still, got a reminder of not using the oven often. To save electricity...as if!
Just go on with life then...every breath..Alhamdullilah!
Insyallah, one day, my day will come.
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