2010...good or bad?
Wednesday, February 03, 2010 Edit This 0 Comments »
Starting of this year was nooot good..lots of pressure with no job, no money, arpan's going..lots more. Banyak sangatla sampai nak move forward pun rasa berat. My parents lak suh sambung PHD atau balik jer, cari keje kat Msia. Susah tul la..
Hopefully, dapat la cari keje yg boleh menampung hidup kat sini without depending on them. Tak taulah kalau dah takdir pasni, im gonna be in Msia or Australia..LET IT BE..like Fiza said..Que Sera Sera..
Aku tawakkal jer la. Manala tau, kalau2 boleh bertemu jodoh dengan org yg beriman..Amin. Nothing goes my way this year, even though its just started. Last Monday, i started a volunteer job as an assistant for a non-profit organisation 'Balance Life Australia' which coordinating events to collect donations for helping the society with mental illness and domestic violence. Its great but its kinda big job for me alone..they dont have any other volunteers..only me.So, its pretty tough to handle it. I need to make contact with people for donation and sponsor for the event. Mostly not interested...sigh
Then, I get a called from Jurlique International at 5.30pm ..i missed it. I just get missed call...time tu gi Coles..tak bawak handphone..best kan. Then i called them early in the morning..they get my details and so on..saying that the manager call later..but NO CALL.
Pastu, harini, call lagi..give details again, and now its 8.30pm..NO CALL..maksudnyer melepas lagi ..sedih yer coz Jurlique is a skincare boutique..
Takperla, tunggu lagi..ill give myself 6 months more.
Apa2pun, im happy biler fikir about my kittens..everytime im sad, ill think about them, i can smile and sleep peacefully. My sister finally joined Facebook yesterday, she upload some latest pics of the my beloved. So happy to see how much they have grown. Cant wait to kiss and hug them...
Apa lagi nak cakap ek..oh ya, last sunday, me and arpan gi jumpa his friend and wife.Adoii..bengang jugakla aku gan minah ni..sepanjang masa diorang leh cakap bahasa keling diorang..aku ni pulak ternganga2.Pastu, leh pulak tanya, naper tak join conversation..duhh.Since Arpan akan kawin gan minah keling tak lama lagi...aku makin benci gan kaum2 mereka terutamanya yg perempuan. Pandai siot diorang ni, nak dtg Aussie punya pasal, sanggup cari laki yg ader PR/citizenship, senang la diorang nak masuk. Pastu, bleh pulak nak kasi ceramah kat aku yg dah melabor berpuluh2 ribu dollar kat negara ni, cara nak cari kerje..r u mad?? Ko dtg senang2 kat sini, tetiba nak ajar aku pulak.Dahla, english pun lintang pukang, takat IELTS overall 5.0. Nasib baik la laki ko tu ader PR. Klau tak, dudukla ko kat kampung yg kotor tu. Memang aku bengang giler gan pompuan ni. Tapi, nak jaga hati arpan, aku diam jer la. Tapi, muka aku mmg takleh nak control arrr, mmg obvious aku tak happy. Dahla gedik nauzubillah, dressing masya Allah..cartoon cartoon..takperla sabar yer Mai...berguna jugak la blog ni..leh lepas geram.
Hopefully, dapat la cari keje yg boleh menampung hidup kat sini without depending on them. Tak taulah kalau dah takdir pasni, im gonna be in Msia or Australia..LET IT BE..like Fiza said..Que Sera Sera..
Aku tawakkal jer la. Manala tau, kalau2 boleh bertemu jodoh dengan org yg beriman..Amin. Nothing goes my way this year, even though its just started. Last Monday, i started a volunteer job as an assistant for a non-profit organisation 'Balance Life Australia' which coordinating events to collect donations for helping the society with mental illness and domestic violence. Its great but its kinda big job for me alone..they dont have any other volunteers..only me.So, its pretty tough to handle it. I need to make contact with people for donation and sponsor for the event. Mostly not interested...sigh
Then, I get a called from Jurlique International at 5.30pm ..i missed it. I just get missed call...time tu gi Coles..tak bawak handphone..best kan. Then i called them early in the morning..they get my details and so on..saying that the manager call later..but NO CALL.
Pastu, harini, call lagi..give details again, and now its 8.30pm..NO CALL..maksudnyer melepas lagi ..sedih yer coz Jurlique is a skincare boutique..
Takperla, tunggu lagi..ill give myself 6 months more.
Apa2pun, im happy biler fikir about my kittens..everytime im sad, ill think about them, i can smile and sleep peacefully. My sister finally joined Facebook yesterday, she upload some latest pics of the my beloved. So happy to see how much they have grown. Cant wait to kiss and hug them...
Apa lagi nak cakap ek..oh ya, last sunday, me and arpan gi jumpa his friend and wife.Adoii..bengang jugakla aku gan minah ni..sepanjang masa diorang leh cakap bahasa keling diorang..aku ni pulak ternganga2.Pastu, leh pulak tanya, naper tak join conversation..duhh.Since Arpan akan kawin gan minah keling tak lama lagi...aku makin benci gan kaum2 mereka terutamanya yg perempuan. Pandai siot diorang ni, nak dtg Aussie punya pasal, sanggup cari laki yg ader PR/citizenship, senang la diorang nak masuk. Pastu, bleh pulak nak kasi ceramah kat aku yg dah melabor berpuluh2 ribu dollar kat negara ni, cara nak cari kerje..r u mad?? Ko dtg senang2 kat sini, tetiba nak ajar aku pulak.Dahla, english pun lintang pukang, takat IELTS overall 5.0. Nasib baik la laki ko tu ader PR. Klau tak, dudukla ko kat kampung yg kotor tu. Memang aku bengang giler gan pompuan ni. Tapi, nak jaga hati arpan, aku diam jer la. Tapi, muka aku mmg takleh nak control arrr, mmg obvious aku tak happy. Dahla gedik nauzubillah, dressing masya Allah..cartoon cartoon..takperla sabar yer Mai...berguna jugak la blog ni..leh lepas geram.
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