Quarter Decade...time goes so fast..
Friday, December 11, 2009 Edit This 0 Comments »
Wow, its been awhile since my last posting. Things kinda get more hectic, my life is a mess. Thanks to facebook, ive seen so many happy faces, who have the career, the family and the certainty of happiness. While me, still sitting here with empty handed, alone and miserable. I would say that i am grateful for what ive got, but its just.. there are huge space in me need to be fill. It is getting empty day by day. He's gonna leave me soon. He made it clear, he's leaving. I have till next summer to figure out what my life should be without him. We both know that this is gonna happen, why are we so foolish to have thought that we might manage to leave one another after so much love has been growing in this relationship. Are we still gonna act as if it will never happen. We are happy together but, we cant be together. Why am i not so lucky?? Everybody else got their love at the right time..when is my turn? Half of me, wanna stay here but the other, ask me go back. But i believe when the time is right, i will the answer. I am back to where i was two years ago. Life with no purpose, no excitement. This might sound weird to people who know me, but this is what i actually feel. But i know, someday, somewhere, someone will will take me..accept as you do..Amin.
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